I just feel like this job isn’t… fun? anymore. I don’t know. My hours have been cut back so bad that I am making less than I have made in almost two years. I am supposed to be saving so that by the end of next month, I’ll have my car… but how the fuck is that going to happen when I’m only getting 20 hours for a week. I was working 35 before. :/
"I’d like to be like a computer game, be able to save the game at certain time and then go back to it because I say so many horrific things…"
today was pretty crappy, at work.
it was only a four hour day.
and it just… never ended, it felt like.
and every time I tried to catch up, I felt like something else came at me.
and I left work feeling like crap, feeling like I couldn’t do my job.
and that is the worst.